Sunday, November 21, 2010
♥ Letter
I would want to believe that I love him. Yes, I do think that I love him. But the kind of love that I feel for him is a worldly kind of love, which is very deceitful. It makes you believe that what you feel is right. Love is not just about feeling. I want for him to grow spiritually, to continuw studying the bible, to talk and pray to God always, to love God with everything he has, to get interested to get to know Him more. When we become tempted to do something impure, I would want for us to pray together with all our heart, and pass that obstacle together. I want for us to grow spiritually, apart and together. I want to love him, the kind of love that God has -- that gentle, kind, pure, patient, merciful kind of love. I do not understand why he keeps on coming back to me even though I am very harsh and I hurt him most of the time. I would want to let him know and feel what God's love is like, through me (I hope).
To the man that I "love", I am sorry I dragged you into this. I ruined/am ruining your relationship with God, and eventually with me.
Father God. My Lord, my God. I am sorry I do not keep my promises. And also because I am very unfaithful to You.
It breaks my heart.
To the man that I "love", I am sorry I dragged you into this. I ruined/am ruining your relationship with God, and eventually with me.
Father God. My Lord, my God. I am sorry I do not keep my promises. And also because I am very unfaithful to You.
It breaks my heart.
11:38 PM
