Friday, March 27, 2009
♥ Bakit kaya?
Ndi ko alam kung ako ba'y sadyang manhid o ndi lang matanggap ang katotohanan. Nag-graduate ako last saturday, March 21, '09, at nag-graduate naman kanina-nina lang ang aking agnesian friends at si, ahem, si lalabs ko. (Oo, nasa bicol ako ngaun at kasalukuyang nanunuluyan kina lyneth, pero ndi naman ako gaanong magtatagal sa kanila. Hinihintay ko lang pagdating nila mami.) Ang lagay kasi, ndi ako masyadong "enthusiastic" sa pagtatapos namin. Ewan. Neutral lang. Weird noh? Masaya naman ako ng medyo medyo medyo lang kasi diba masaya ka naman talaga pag nakapag-graduate ka na? Aun. Tas 3rd honorable mention ako kaya, ahm, smile pare. O SIGURO NAMAN, ndi ko lang matanggap na marami nang magbabago sa buhay ko -- at nila -- ngayon. At malalaking mga pagbabago un. The future is unknown. The unknown is scary. Tss. Whatever. =|
11:32 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
♥ Psh..
it's been almost two years.. at masama pa rin ba ang loob mo sakin? kung tutuusin, wala namang "evil" sa ginawa ko sau para kamuhian(?) mo aku ng ganito. at ndi mo naman aku minahal ng bonggang bongga noon para mailang(?) ka ng ganyan sakin. so.. tell me.. what exactly is your problem? ang galing mo nga eh, ginawa mo talaga ang lahat ng magagawa mo para ndi na tau magkausap forever and ever amen. akala ko ba time heals all wounds?.. and, looking back, i realized that what happened shouldn't be a big deal. of course that's what i think. *BOTTOMLINE: nasa'yo cguro ung problema.* . . . uhm.. but despite all these, i still continue to hope that we could be friends again someday.
2:44 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
♥ ambobo ko
onga eh. super duper mega stupid talaga. aun. sad pa rin. . . . bobo! -.-
6:07 AM
♥ "may mga taong sadyang hinding hindi mawawala sa ating puso."
sinabi ko yan sa kapatid ko kanina. at ngayo'y mahimbing na syang natutulog. hmm.. kung ang isang tao man o bagay ay napakahalaga sau, balewala lang ang kaba at takot para makuha mo sila. panu mo makukuha ang gusto mo kung paiiralin mo ang takot? ndi mo rin mapapatunayang tunay itong mahalaga sau. english naman tau. i've learned to hold on tight to things and most especially persons who are really dear to me. i hate regrets. i'm not afraid to commit foolish mistakes, to fall down, and to scrape my knees. i'm afraid to regret, just because of my carelessness and negligence. i have no plans of losing, ahm, you.
12:23 AM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
♥ bey tamad
anlakas ng pakiramdam ko na kelangan ko na magpalit ng layout. pewo, aun, nitatamad pa aku eh. haha. baaaaad.. xp
12:31 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009
♥ sleep -- rivermaya
tonight's the first night you're no longer in my arms. a little colder. nothing but the darkness in the stars. my hand wanders through space where you used to be. i really wish that you'd still come home to me. until then i'll sleep. ooh.. mmm.. hmm.. remember yesterday when your smile filled every room. imagined forever with you, now you're gone too soon. i can feel you callin'. there's no place that i'd rather be. just here with you sleepin'. if only in my mind. until then i'll sleep. i can feel you callin'. there's no place that i'd rather be. just here with you sleepin'. if only in my mind. until then i'll sleep.. hmm.. mmm..
10:38 PM
♥ sad + happy = sad pa rin
kanta tau.. you're so far away, doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore?.. hmp.. i'm so stupid i'm so stupid i'm so stupid..
4:09 AM
Friday, March 13, 2009
♥ parent-child
"parents cannot leave their children. so their children leave them." those aren't the exact words from what i've read. but it gets the thought that i want to say. and yes, i would kinda leave them after a couple of months. it's what i've always wanted. i know it would be hard to be away from home, my comfort zone. i'm well taken care of my parents, especially my mom. they make me feel sheltered, secured and, uh, lucky. but i want to ESCAPE! to be free from chaos and bad tempers and cursing and unnecessary noise(particularly shouting).. i know i'm not that good at being a family member, but hey, a good tree bears good fruits, and a bad tree bears stinkin' ones. i know only a few things about parenting, i guess. but as a daughter, i know what i need and want from my parents. work. set a good example. never say things if they aren't worth saying. lower that friggin' pride. work and earn your own money! if you really love your children, strive to give them your best. the young ones usually know if your efforts are enough. . . . ayoko na. fyi, i'm not preaching. i'm just airing out my frustrations. last thing: i'm aware of my shortcomings, but i'm kinda working on it. parents, give time to listen to your children or at least be less sensitive to yourselves and be more sensitive to them, you'll realize that they aren't the only ones to blame.
6:51 PM
♥ recent discoveries
1. "tumatalbog" pala aku pag naglalakad [ukei ukei, si clipboard at julius pala nakadiskubre nito xp]
2. lalake pala si mona! [pusa ni mami] nung linggo ko lang nalaman. hahaha!
3. wala palang middle initial/middle name si alfie. kaya alfie marquez lang whole name nya. period. xp
4. gwapo pala ni julius. sa picture. hahaha pish tau p're! xp
2. lalake pala si mona! [pusa ni mami] nung linggo ko lang nalaman. hahaha!
3. wala palang middle initial/middle name si alfie. kaya alfie marquez lang whole name nya. period. xp
4. gwapo pala ni julius. sa picture. hahaha pish tau p're! xp
9:47 AM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
♥ 50-50
Medyo masaya ung prom kasi nakasama ko ung ibang prends ko tsaka masarap ung pagkain. Un lang. The end. Medyo nainis lang aku kasi hinintay ko talaga hanggang katapusan na yayain nya aku sumayaw. Nagkangitian na nga kami at lahat-lahat, pero aun, wala pa rin! Plano ko sana magpasundo ng maaga, pero dahil sa kanya...... Blah blah blah. Tapos na un. Tse! Haha. Bahala ka na sa buhay mo. At least, 3RD HONORABLE MENTION AKU. Oha oha. San ka pa? Haha yabang noh? xp
1:51 PM
Sunday, March 8, 2009
♥ Junior-Senior Promenade
JS na namin mamaya. Nakoo.. Kakatakot.. Kasi ba naman eh, aku lang ung mag-aaus sa sarili ko.. Make-up, hairstyle, damit, accesories, blah blah blah.. Aun. Haha. Pero excited naman din aku kasi pers taym ko. Eh kaso nga lang kasi, ndi aku ganun kagaling mag-make-up. Good luck nalang sakin. Haha. Sana talaga mag-enjoy aku mamaya. Ndi kasi aku mahilig sa mga ganito eh. Wahaha. Aun.. Good luck nalang talaga.. Weyt nga pala, PERS DANCE KO SI GWADEESH.. Wahaha.. :D
2:54 AM
