Sunday, July 1, 2007
♥ the transformation of a human being to a plastic
okei, okei.. uhm.. i think this post will be a bit dramatic.. kaya ung mga nde interesado, ung ibang posts nalang ung basahin ninyo.. i'll just be releasing a bit of my emotions.. that's what blogs are for, right?
ung sa mga ndi mahilig magbasa ng mga seryosong posts, bat pa kau nakaabot sa 2nd paragraph?! diba cnabi kong may iba pang posts jan?! waa pasaway.. payn, payn..
ok, i believe that every person has experienced being a plastic/tupperware/oro can/whatever you would like to call it.. pde na rin ba ang defense mechanism? ah basta un na un..
and now, i'm really confused if i'm turning into a plastic bag/envelope/wrap/whatever. ai korni si bey *nabaril*
cge, isa-isahin natin..
it irritates me when i talk about my probs then i'll say/text/type "haha".. napapamura talaga ako nun.. ibig sabihin nun, pag nagawa ko un tas di ako nagmura edi NAPAKALAKING effort ko na nun para di magmura.. and it also irritates me when the person that i'm talking to says/texts/types "haha" when i'm emotionally "sick"..(read: lalong lalo na kay NATHAN/CHESTER) eh kasi naman po, uhm.. di ko maexplain pero nakakaasar talaga kung ganun.. PERO, di po ako mahilig magmukmok.. lahat naman kasi ng tao may karapatang maging malungkot/down..
pag masaya naman ako, hinding hindi ako nahihiya ipakita un.. kung ngumingiti ako, akala mo kung cnung parang artistang makangiti sa camera.. tapos kung tumatawa naman, akala mo malululon ko na ung ligñon hill..(langya, adik sa ligñon hill!)..
pag malungkot ako, obyus naman sa pagmumukha ko.. ung para bang hinihila ng gravity ung mukha ko pababa.. o baka masyado lang mabigat ung pagmumukha ko........
and when i have probs.. uhm.. when i have probs.. i tell most of them to you-know-who-you-are.. most, but not all..
but now..
when i'm so down, i can still look like the happiest person on earth.. why? because i don't want to bother other people.. why? because my probs are just petty things, for crying out loud!.. no, i don't consider small things as problems.. my probs are big ones.. but they are "petty" because i just waste other people's time when i talk about my probs.. there are more important things to do than just talk about those stupid probs.. at saka ayoko magmukhang dramatic/emo.. waha..
and when i'm so sad, i'm so desperate to eat a banana or chocolate(though i don't like chocolate) because they contain chemicals that could make a person happy.. naks.. nasobrahan sa pagiging desperado.. kasi nga ayoko maging malungkot.. maryosep.. araw araw na nga malungot eh..
o ano, plastic na ba ako?.. ainako.. ayoko maging plastic.. pero.. pero.. pero.. ung tungkol dun sa probs, wala naman kasi cgurong makakaintindi sakin dito..(dito, as in, sa bahay, sa school, sa legazpi, sa albay, sa bicol!) kasi nga, di masyadong dramatic ung kwento ng buhay nila.. and besides, cnu ba ang pwede kong makausap ng matino sa school pag dismissal at makakabigay ng HELPFUL na advice?????????.. and my answer is.. DI KO PA ALAM..
ung sa mga ndi mahilig magbasa ng mga seryosong posts, bat pa kau nakaabot sa 2nd paragraph?! diba cnabi kong may iba pang posts jan?! waa pasaway.. payn, payn..
ok, i believe that every person has experienced being a plastic/tupperware/oro can/whatever you would like to call it.. pde na rin ba ang defense mechanism? ah basta un na un..
and now, i'm really confused if i'm turning into a plastic bag/envelope/wrap/whatever. ai korni si bey *nabaril*
cge, isa-isahin natin..
it irritates me when i talk about my probs then i'll say/text/type "haha".. napapamura talaga ako nun.. ibig sabihin nun, pag nagawa ko un tas di ako nagmura edi NAPAKALAKING effort ko na nun para di magmura.. and it also irritates me when the person that i'm talking to says/texts/types "haha" when i'm emotionally "sick"..(read: lalong lalo na kay NATHAN/CHESTER) eh kasi naman po, uhm.. di ko maexplain pero nakakaasar talaga kung ganun.. PERO, di po ako mahilig magmukmok.. lahat naman kasi ng tao may karapatang maging malungkot/down..
pag masaya naman ako, hinding hindi ako nahihiya ipakita un.. kung ngumingiti ako, akala mo kung cnung parang artistang makangiti sa camera.. tapos kung tumatawa naman, akala mo malululon ko na ung ligñon hill..(langya, adik sa ligñon hill!)..
pag malungkot ako, obyus naman sa pagmumukha ko.. ung para bang hinihila ng gravity ung mukha ko pababa.. o baka masyado lang mabigat ung pagmumukha ko........
and when i have probs.. uhm.. when i have probs.. i tell most of them to you-know-who-you-are.. most, but not all..
but now..
when i'm so down, i can still look like the happiest person on earth.. why? because i don't want to bother other people.. why? because my probs are just petty things, for crying out loud!.. no, i don't consider small things as problems.. my probs are big ones.. but they are "petty" because i just waste other people's time when i talk about my probs.. there are more important things to do than just talk about those stupid probs.. at saka ayoko magmukhang dramatic/emo.. waha..
and when i'm so sad, i'm so desperate to eat a banana or chocolate(though i don't like chocolate) because they contain chemicals that could make a person happy.. naks.. nasobrahan sa pagiging desperado.. kasi nga ayoko maging malungkot.. maryosep.. araw araw na nga malungot eh..
o ano, plastic na ba ako?.. ainako.. ayoko maging plastic.. pero.. pero.. pero.. ung tungkol dun sa probs, wala naman kasi cgurong makakaintindi sakin dito..(dito, as in, sa bahay, sa school, sa legazpi, sa albay, sa bicol!) kasi nga, di masyadong dramatic ung kwento ng buhay nila.. and besides, cnu ba ang pwede kong makausap ng matino sa school pag dismissal at makakabigay ng HELPFUL na advice?????????.. and my answer is.. DI KO PA ALAM..
3:45 PM
